sweet jeeesus, look at your words and images. oh, the white coat. i remember how happy that coat seemed to make you. don't throw her out yet. i have the feeling your arm will once again return to fit it.
i'm staving off a holiday depression. what the hell just happened to me? every night, almost, i wake up thinking that my stomach is full of cancer. alas, the next tests are months off and for now there is nothing more to do that have faith that we're done with this little bastard. i'm trying to write everyday, sometime successful, sometimes just sit and stare and listen to music. let's keep meeting here on the misaligned blog.
, what about the punctuation on this blogging platform; I've been unable to set its preferences on "align left" for the title definitions.
My upper left arm pains me terribly. I'm going to find out about a swimming class, for the past six months at least. The swimming pool is a walking distance from my house and I've bought the pertinent equipment to go with this new hobby. What stops me from going? Time, setting a time. Making a special intent towards it. Sanctifying the event, preparing a small ritual for before and after.
The ceremonial Katsu Gen movements combine hand and finger gestures along with arm swings, breathing and voicing out a sound tone to create different frequencies. Theses excercises are a lingual construct from Eastern phylosophy and it said that each one of them set from a total of about 75 jestures, is a dragon coming from above gliding down below; a metaphore for earth's forces coming down from heavens through prayer third eye open, crown chakra open, with imagining in the minds eye then breathing a fire in once and releasing downwards towards the pelvic floor. and release. Envision the hot air exiting through your butthole. Say thanks. Be thankful. Meditate.
Dear K, My left arm is really swollen today. I put on your grandma's coat, the one that you gave me in NY. I bet your Nana had real skinny arms and that she was a tall and thin fancy Spanish lady. She must have worn pearls. Well, I can't fit my left arm into the sleeve anymore. Waiting for more results about that from the Prof. - We took an X-ray, a Pet-CT and bloodwork. All should say what next. For as long as I don't run out of drugs, I would practice the Katsu relaxing techniques and remind my self to go swimming.
Get some shoulder action on.
Repeat.
Success of the day: found great coding manuals and was able to progress immensley. I bought a larger and softer white coat on ebay.
